ok, great news!

first things first, i'm freaking 142.2 WITH my clothes on. i usually weigh myself naked... so i might be more like 142 on the dot. :)

okay and - (starts off bad, gets better)...
my riding trainer has noticed my weight loss and she's "concerned". she told me she thinks i stopped eating like a month ago. (wrong) She also said i'm gona start losing my boobs. i don't mind because they're always in the way anyways lol. so my mom talked to me about my weight too. and she told me that she also talked to my trainer. she told me that she told my trainer that i'm getting skinny because i drink so much coffee, smoke, and sleep.. and my appetite is just crap now because of it and i like to be active and fit. and i was kinda big a few years back and i just don't wana be like that anymore. so everyone's off my back!
but at camp i'm going to have to pretend to eat so my trainer doesn't say more crap and talk to my mom.. ugh. or i'll just hide food.. or say i feel sick. which is common. my stomach is always turning into knots.

so yeah. i made it to 142 like i wanted. and after camp ALL THIS WEEK.. i just might be down to near 135. i'll reward myself with a little grilled cheese then :) yay!

thanks for your support, i prolly won't blog again til later this week. i'll try to keep you guys posted :)

thank you
love you
stay strong!
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