I have slept most of the day away. I cleaned the floors and dusted the house, too. I ate 3 crackers and I promise not to hate myself if I have 2 more. I weighed in at 144 today. I might go on a walk when people get home just so I don't have to deal with them..
WANA HEAR A SHORT STORY?!
Once upon last night, brother was hungry. Mother ate with boyfriend and got home late. Brother got pissed and left the house. Mother was disrespected because brother is a brat. Brother also messed up laundry so Mother had to fix it, more work she didn't have to do. Brother came back after about an hour. Mother and Brother faught more. Mother went to bed crying, Brother ate.
...The family is falling apart. Again.
I could kill my brother. He can disrespect me and leave me at the barn alone for hours, but he WILL NOT yell at my mom and storm out the house because she didn't make dinner plans.
..I'm not talking to my brother .. til.. whenever he decides to be respectful again.
This stress helps keep the hunger away..
So 2 things are broken.
The scale saying 145, and my family. ..yayyyyy
I'm doing okay today. Not good, just.. not bad.
I'm happy for you that you're losing weight, but I'm sorry about what's going on with your family. Stay strong things will get better.
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