strongggg.

so today is a new day with an ugly number, i just don't know what it is . i'm not looking at the scale 'til tomorrow after school. and by then my pretty pink insides will be pure and empty of anything.

i AM fsting today. i WILL fast tomorrow.

i'm not looking at the scale 'til tomorrow. i'm not allowing myself to until i fast for a whole freakin' day. and that day will be today! i'm devoted and commited to this. and i'm totally in the clear, no one is suspecting anything except my brothers friend... but that doesn't matter.. so i'm safe to do anything. i'm safe to run 7678 miles and not eating dinner for 3 days. and my mom won't be home for a few days so she can't say anything.. and her boyfriend is working like every night she's gone.. everything is all layed out for me.

well i'm back. for good. continuous blogging :) and commenting! i need to catch up on all you strong ladies.

oh, today..
i have to HARDCORE clean the house lol. thank god, it'll keep me busy. and if i speed through that i can always hit the treadmill. or i can run in peace because the sun's not out today :) i also have to clean MY room and take care of my kitty :) my precious. i got her a bunch of kitty stuff lol. a prettier collar, a charm that says "PRECIOUS" (awwww), and special allergenic shampoo because i'm allergic to her and when i'm sick she likes to make me stop breathing with her dander in my face lol. ..yeah. and i need a lot of sleep and i have to ice my body. tendonitis sucks. so yeah, just no food :) busy busy.

i'll let y'all know how strong i was :) i know i will be