So I'm 144 this morning. I don't get it. I must be blessed. I'm not complaining! Just saying.. doesn't make sense. It was prolly cuz of those laxatives (which I paid for @ 2am) and my crazy activeness yesterday. THANK GOD.
So I'm going to the barn today. Always good work :) and since I'm not obese today, I might not run cross country or jump. I'll prolly go on a run/walk to a pretty pond. I need to relax and running/walking helps me chill.
I think my mom's making special dinner tonight. OH COME ON! I don't really feel well right now and being in the sun today isn't the best 'cure' so I'll probablly stay in bed or the shower when she makes food. I don't want to eat today. At all. I think I can start losing tomorrow when my period dies. Then 3 more months of losing! :D
This is getting complicated. Going to my friend's house or going to work with my mom will be all "eat this, eat that". I need school to start. ..Ugh school...
Thanks for the advice :) Yeah, I will try that, it sonds like something I can manage. Yeah, I walk every day, and I jog 3-4 times a week.
ReplyDeleteThanks again for the encouraging words :)
I know what you mean, why is always food involved? And if you never eat anything they will get suspicious...
I don't want school to start, because school always makes me more hungry, and it is so embarrassing if my stomach makes all those funny noises in class.
YAY on 144. Good job girl! =)
ReplyDeleteExercising helps relax me too, well it gets me going, but more like mellowed out =)
Keep up the good work!