140!!

so i'm getting skinny and everyone is noticing.

obviously from this post title, 140 is here. she's here and she's leaving shortly. with my wicked fasts, working out in gym, and riding in between, i'll be 135 in no time. when i looked at the scale i wasn't ecstatic but my eyes did bug out. 140 was a short term goal. in the long run, i just want beauty and bones to be screaming to get out. i'm getting there. 4 more lbs til i meet my mom. i have to wear my mom's pants cuz mine eat me alive they're so big :) i get to go shopping soon though. and my boobs got smaller. thank god. since 8th grade i've been thinking about a breast reduction surgery (no i'd prolly never get it done) but now i don't need it. Ana's taking care of that for me. she's so good to me. she let me be social today. it was nice to talk my lunch time away. not that i was hungry or anything..
ps. no food today. i'm tryin' to not eat til maybe wednesday next week if i'm weak after runnin a mile on tuesday in gym (cuz i know we will.. ugh)

so today i peed.. well i peed A LOT. for a long time. yall know how that is, right? it's like it never ends.. anyways! as i was peeing, i FELT myself shrinking. it felt so good to literally feel and see the progress.

i'm dying to get out of these 140's! ana help me <3

be strong ladies :)