the enemy is taking over

Party was nice. A boy I liked was there. Yum :)

Food @ party: few bites of this amazing chicken dip! .. and like 4 brownies. ..Enemy Food is taking over my mind.
..wow okay it seems like alot less when I type it but it feels like a crap ton! :(

Tomorrow I'm going to the barn. I have to walk to my horse which is like .. a long way lol. And when I'm done riding I plan to run the cross country course.. wow. K, so cross country for people and horses is different. For horses, it's more extreme. Everything is emphasized because they're just bigger and more powerful. Plus jumps. .. I jump horse jumps for fun lol it's just the hills and miles of the course that are going to kill me.

Tomorrow:
I am strong. I have control. I will say no. I will burn calories!

Should be back to losing in 2 days or so..? Next stop, 140.
..seems so far away