132 and fucking owning it.
Insomnia opens the door with air so cold and sharp, the cuts it leaves don't even bleed. Why can my eyes not roll into the back of my head? Even a little bit of REM would be nice. I can't choose a stage of sleep, they all have a chance of holding a nightmare. You can dream in every stage of sleep.
2am and I'm still not sleeping. Sometime between 11pm and 1am I think I fell into a very deep sleep, a dreamless somber.
Why am I so dumb? Forgetful, rather.
Sleeping pills would have been nice. I have plenty.
But now it's too late, they'd keep me down for too long.
<3 maybe the next 24 hours of my life
will be at least as half as good as the last.
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