Don'tWorry.

134 thank you stomach virus.

Trying so hard to be happy. And yeah, it's pretty hard. I miss the outside life. I miss my boyfriend. I miss fasting.

I miss seeing faces. I miss the smells of the world. I miss being with people. I miss being with people who want to be with me. I miss having a life. I miss not being trapped by my own thoughts. I miss not being locked in my house.

Attempting to get a job so I can leave the house.
Anything at all to get out of here.

I've cried every day since Friday.
For one reason or another -
Purging pains.
Sadness.
Neglect.
Tears have hit the ground directly from my face.
6 days in a row. It makes my face hurts.

<3 don't worry, when you turn your head
i'll be sure to be gone