hakuna matata :)

hakuna matata is my life motto and has been since i was like .. 5. it has neverr let me down and i doubt it ever will :)

(um, if you're not in love with the lion king and don't know what that means, it's 'no worries for the rest of your days. the problem free philosophy)

so yesterday i ate a slice of ham and 2 crackers when my mom got home to show her i can feed myself. sorta. and i was stuck at 139 this morning. no food today though. goin' to the barn to ride soon :) yay. and no running today in gym. picture day.

so the lean cousine meals .. they're like no more than 300cal a piece. at least the good ones. they are in fact DELICIOUS. taste like they were made by pros! i love them. if you hate weight watchers then i suggest lean cousine. ..i hate weight watchers lol it's nastyyy.

anyways, i almost gave in today at lunch. i got that absent feeling where i leave my body and my body does something i don't want it to do.. it almost bought nasty, greasy pizza and ate it but instead i ran to the bathroom to smoke. ..haha people are so dumb. i was THE ONLY one in there and everyone was like "omg who smokes?" wooooooooow. one kid caught on though but that's because she smelled it on me last year when i had a smoke before class.

so today was a very happy day. this morning wasn't so hot but that was cuz i was stressing about classes and later in the day i realized i stressed over nothing and this year won't be as horrible as i thought. spanish(second period) is my homework period, where if i didn't do it the night before, this is the time to do it. and so is algebra2. and the teacher never checks our homework which is always a plus. ..i do it anyways because i actually wana know what i'm doing since i think i have to take pre cal next year? and chemistry all i have to do is stay awake.. which is hard lol. first preiod is gym so all i focus on in there is burning calories :)

good day.
stay strong :)
hakun matata
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