guess who's back to blog? yeah. yeah, that'd be me!
so a lot has happened and it's too much to fill in but here's some new facts:
1. i have a boyfriend of 4 months now.
2. i have 2 ana buddies at school!
3. i'm popping 984398652 pills a day for my weight
4. so close to getting sent away. again. and almost want to go..
5. i started cutting again. big deal. all over my body. intense.
6. night terrors are kicking my ass again.
so i'm 138 and counting down. on day 3 of a fast. and sick so i'll use being sick as an excuse for no appetite. 'bout to be tiny again. i miss being 12lbs underweight. 6 isn't enough. (i'm supposed to be 144)
ANYWAYS i'll be doing more tomorrow. when i have more time to type. i've been sleeping so much.
<3
im glad you're back :]
ReplyDeletei love you!!!!!!!
my roommate and i are in a contest to see who can go without eating the longest.
i got this :]