11 under.

No food yesterday. No food today. Nothing at all. Didn't even sip on water throughout the day. Nothing but my coffee, health drink, and pills this morning. I arrive at my bff's house after school, still empty of course, and I go to pee and weigh myself. Two pounds in one day, say whaaaaat? So suddenly 11 pounds underweight. 133 And continuing to drop.

I'm so horrified for Thanksgiving to roll around. So much food. With a pro chef for a mom, it's going to be tough. Fear is taking over.

Today I had another zombie episode. Ultimate silence. I talked to no one but my ana buddies at school today. I have one in my very last class and the one right before, pretty much went most of the day in silence. Speaking of ana buddies and talking... DD, the one I'm always with had read my blog - today actually - (stalked it up and down), looked me dead in the eyes and says, "I need you to be honest with me. Am I one of the people who wear you out?" My heart broke. She seemed so sad. She's really not. I love her more than words can ever describe. Whatever I go through emotionally with her is completely my choice and never would I say no. Even when she hogs my life since we're together 24/7, I don't mind it at all. I want and love to be with her; it's the boyfriend, other ana buddy, and the old bitch friend who's no longer a bitch that I feel so much obligation to. I WANT to be with these people, I adore them all, but the feeling of having to do something and instead letting my heart make it's own decisions is my own inner battle.

The past two days, I've become some other zombie child. I don't quite feel like me anymore. Plus, my body is freaking me out. Not just how nasty it looks, but it's doing strange things I don't want it to do.
-Sweaty palms
-Not being able to tell if I'm cold or hot
-Excessive shaking
-Instantaneous extreme temperature change
-Random soreness in places I don't typically strain
-Being wide awake 24 hours of the day (I used to be able to sleep all those hours)
-Not being able to continue thoughts, or even remember half of them
-Pounding in the ears
-Dizziness

No idea. And there's no way it can be from fasting this long because of the health drink I have twice a day.
BTW: Day 4 of this lovely fast nearly complete and without a worry.
I wish I knew the ugly numbers of where I started. Comparisons are nice.
Thinking about posting pictures soon. Possibly.

Success
Stay skinny, loves <3