SO A LOT HAS HAPPENED
my mom almost sent me to rehab. and a bulimic hospital.
i take a cold medicine everyday during the week so i don't have headaches in school and i can focus. i take SUDAFED. but i like it. it makes me feel high. and people use it to make crank. (crystal meth) and i sometimes take sleeping pills because they make you sleepless (which if that happens you're supposed to stop taking it and talk to your doctor) but w/e.
and my mom is just psychic and knows stuff sometimes. but i talked her out of both.
but i'm still at risk.
i've eaten completely normal for like 2 days and didn't take any pills today. SCREW IT.
idk my ugly numbers. fasting til i'm back to semi-normal ana-self again. :)
Aw, I hope you are alright. Try to act as normal as possible for some days, to calm down your mother. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteStay strong <3
i hope you're feeling better! you're fantastic! stay strong and try to enjoy eating, that should get your mom off your back a little
ReplyDeleteWow. That's scary. Idk what i'd do if my mom threatened to do that. She knows all about my ED (ok, not all about it cuz then she'd freak, but she knows it exists) and all she does is tries to get me to eat stuff. At one point i wanted help, but she wouldn't send me anywhere to get help because god forbid it would cost her money to see me happy. Oh well. End rant. Lol. Try your best to stay strong, love.
ReplyDeleteHello my name is Jessica Jones, and I am doing a documentary on eating disorders with a group of my fellow peers, the good and the bad. Personally, I see great control with how you live, and I would love to ask you a few questions. I have read your blog and the information you put up about yourself. My documentary will run on television, and will be looking at the pros and cons of the Pro-Ana way of life. If you are at all interested in being interviewed via e-mail or ichat please e-mail me back or give me a call. Thank you so much for taking the time to read this.
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