so this week i've been... okay? actually pretty good cept for thursday. been alone :) the rents are in vegas, comin back today. ugh, i know.. i told yall i'd try to keep yall posted. but.. i lived down the hall for the week. it's getting cold and the rents bed s warmmmmmmm :)
so let me start by saying i woke up this morning at 137.0! whoa. i ate yesterday. like almost notmal. becuase a boy came over and spent the night.. omg. i'm not one to say "the L word" but i think i truly love him. he left a few hours ago :) and i STILL have butterflies. mmmmmm. and when he left we couldn't let go of each other. <3 ahhh. he held me all night when we slept and it was the most amazing thing, waking up to his scent. his face. his whole body. right there.
all i have on the brain is how much i love this boy. he's 19 and has a kid.. so he's a ball of trouble waiting to happen but whoaa. yall know Twilight right? edward cullen and bella swan? their situation is exactly what this feels like. he's trouble and has secrets and i'm pathetically falling all over myself for him. i've been so far in love with him for a year now... mmm. i want him. and i want him to want me back the way i want him.
so anyways, i'm in love.
and i'm 137.
and since i'm always so good on weekends.. i think i'll see 135 soon. i hopeeee.
stay strongggg<3!
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