good things :)

longest and most annoying plateau of my life. idk how much i weigh. not going to til tmrw when i'm completely empty. i've nibbled maybe 70cal today and ran off 250 :) i'm loving this whole running thing. i think i'm gona hit up a running buddy

k so boys. lol
idr if i mentioned my parents going to vegas for a week and my dream boy staying the night one night. well now you know lol. ooomg yes. exactly what i need. butterflies over food.
OTHER THAN MY DREAM LOVER. there's this hilarious cute black kid in my gym class too. omg so funny. he always makes me freakin laugh. last time i dated a black guy it ended... horribly. but he's kinda mature and .. as always .. illegally older. lol. but i think this could work. he's super sweet too. and idk if this is all to get in my pants cuz i have that "black ass" even though it's shrunk about 7 sizes.. (wow still amazes me).. idk. i think it's my inner blackness too lol. oh, i am black too btw. lol. about 55%. my daddy's black and then some on my mommys side..

k anyways. food and weight.
i am so in control. AND I'M SUCH AN IDIOT. i used to have to eat aloe when i was younger cuz i had horrible bowel problems. well now my mom just buys me pills and i hate taking pills. it hurts and i always choke lol. but omfg i'm retatded. aloe helps things move out! omg. k so yeah i'm all about this aloe stuff now and my mom will never guess it's for weight. oooomg. yay!
and i've started running later. like at dinner time :) so i can run while she's cooking and shower while everyone eats and totally flush my food. omfg score.

love it.
hope my numbers are pretty
stay strong<3