so today i planned on staying in bed so i wouldn't have to even look at food. i went downstairs and passed all our "goods". the oreos which i wanted to shove in my mouth which i detest. the chips and dip that i'd love to have floating around in my tummy which would only prove how weak i am. i just walked right outside to have a couple cigs and went right back to my room.
then i went back downstairs and had this delicious tuna salad my mom made. i only had less than a handfull but i felt like there was an entire 8yr old inside me. i tried to make it come back up but lately i've been struggling with that. so i took me a laxative. all better. sorta. i still feel weak.
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