My mother brought home a bunch of yummy grogeries. The only thing I'm really concerned about though, is the Nesquik. Full of calories but full of happiness. 1,000 smiles per sip. but 10,000 smiles per pound I lose. Feels good to say no. I had 2 crackers though. Haven't been beaten up by gravity today. Yesterday was all about those pills. Never again, unless I'm desperate.
ps. VENTING! I COULD FUCKING DUMP MY BESTFRIEND RIGHT NOW. SHE GIVES ME THE SAME BULLSHIT EVERY FUCKING TIME I NEED HER. "oh i don't feel good" BUT WHEN HER STUPID BOYFRIEND GOES MISSING WHO DUMPS HER THE NEXT DAY AND ANOTHER CRAZY EX IS STALKING HER, I DROP EVERYTHING AND I'M THERE FOR HER!
anger makes me lose my appetite though. i guess she's playing an ignorant part in my ana. thanks, i guess.
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