so i was really strong today, so far. all i've had is gatorade, a couple whoppers (60 cal) and a couple crackers (60cal give or take). my friend is coming over so he should keep me occupied. my mom is the greatest cook in the world, she made one of her famous chicken dishes. but i don't feel that hungry. i can say no. i been reading and sleeping all day. i can do this. i think the sleep did me some good. i been feeling sick the past couple days. i feel like a million bucks now! thank god i'm a sleep-o-holic :) i could do this everyday. tmrw, i better be 149 or less. if not, i'm working out. and i have to go back to the barn. that always shoves about a pound or more off.
this is better, not good.. but better. i'm below my goal, or above it i guess i should say. i've let myself down. i've been weak.
...strength.
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