Broken

i went to my bitch-friend's house cuz her bf was missing for about 20 hours and i pigged outtt! but i kept taking laxatives and i paid for it. ugh. STILL AM paying for it. hurts like shittttttttt. but so worth it. i'm 151 right now. and losing! absolutely no food tomorrow. i miss being hungry. i love being hungry. i want to be hungry. i'm starving to be thin. starving to be beautiful. i will make this work.