Monday, July 27, 2009

..DAMNIT

so this strength is turning into weakness. i almost went empty all day 'til my mom made pizza for a movie we were watching. i took a lax though and that helped at about 4am. but whenever i burped a little i'd throw up a little in my mouth so she made me go to the bathroom. where i actually just threw up everything. i wonder if i made myself by flexing my stomach? well she's all worried and thinks i'm making myself sick again. which i'm not, often. i have a couple times when i was really full and it hurt my stomach. but that's it. my kidneys hurt now, too. i wonder if i should be worried?

150 lbs. unacceptable.
no food. i know i can do it.

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