so i've been getting a lot of comments about how so inspirational i am (: i wana give a huge thanks to everyoneeee!
lettin' y'all know i been munchin today. well, only this morning and now i'm having a cheese stick. idc about the calories because i'm fasting again til i come inches away from blacking out again.
OH. so today i was laying down. i get up, take 2 steps, AND EVERYTHING GOES BLACK. next thing i know the floor is coming at me and i'm catching myself with a table. so, that was actually really awesome. but i can't be doing that. i'm not being sent away. i'm not. i needa stay on my feet.
and insomnia is attacking. it might be from abusing coffee to drain my body, but nonetheless, i'm losing sleep. it's okay, i'm getting skinny..
<3 you all!
thanks so much.
ps. i WILL get to cmnting on y'all's blogs. i will.
Isn't it funny how we get to a point where we're excited at almost fainting? I've been dizzy all day, and what do I feel? Pride.
ReplyDeleteIt sounds like you probably should eat something because of your situation but... man. This sounds pretty awesome right now.
ReplyDeleteYou're making a wise decision in eating a bit, but wow! That's absolutely awesome. I've only ever been that close to passing out once in my life, and i'm so weak that that was even when i was eating (just insanely small amounts). I agree, it's kinda fun, but at the same time...prolly not a good idea to stay that way. Lol. Insomnia sucks... sorta. I've got mixed emotions about all of ana's side effects. Lol. Stay strong, you amazing girl, you!
ReplyDeletedrink lots of water! at least two cups for every cup of coffee... caffeine is so dehydrating, i always almost pass out if i have too much and no food! it's cool to know, but scary if it happens in front of other people, we do nott want to go there.
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