the secret's out o.O

hey, i wana thank my ana-buddy for great support and just being there. we're actually buds :) i love her. so i fasted yesterday. PERFECTION. i wish i didn't feel the need to rely on Sudafed to feel full all day. i wish there was something i could get that i didn't have to have an 18yr old buy. :/ oh well. it works. he doesn't mind. life is okay

so i told my favorite, best dude friend about my lifestyle last night. he didn't flip out or get mad. he basically told me he'd be there for me and it doesn't scare him. THANK GOD. i adore him. i had to tell him because i got an e-mail from someone who's doing a documentary on ED and wanted to interview me for it XD i was so excited i blurted it out to him and he goes "oh, what's your blog about?" -__- i'm stupid. so i told him. in tears. i told him via AIM but when he told me it was all okay it felt like he was holding me. greatest feeling ever. but no one else will know. it makes me feel so naked he knows my secret o.O

anywho, just thanking everyone for their support and my ana-budy for being awesome. aaand updating y'all on my new found friend who knows my secret. ahhhh

stay strong beauties <3
love you all